ITIIITISTIIHYLIHYL by BLACKSHAPE

If this is it

If this is all there is

I hope you live

I hope you live

If there's no end

And we are infinite

Still, I hope you live

I hope you live.

I hope you live.

A match

 Lights were fading out
Trust flew out the door
And hope became lost
Then a match brought back the fire.

When a heart turns to stone
And a mind wishes to flee
There's nothing left to do
But a match brought back the fire

Like waking up from a bad dream
Or catching air after a while
Dig me up from where I rest
And with a match bring back the fire

All the words that I can say
And all the answers you can give
Just a little taste of what life is
You are the match that brings back the fire

Because your eyes, your skin
Your taste and your sign,
Your past and present
Is all that I need and all that I care.

Welcome.

Creature (Perfect) by Ibeyi

Feathers and blue scales

Eyes evoking rain

When I lay down in the calm of the deep blue sea

I let the waves wash over me

I let the waves wash over me

Soy espuma

Y soy ceniza

Y le siembro el corazón a la Tierra

I don’t have to be perfect, don’t have to be perfect

I finally see, I’m just a Creature

Don’t have to be perfect, no I am not perfect

I finally see who i’m supposed to be

Thunder out of pain

Stars in movement

When we i realize in the dark watching them dance

They follow my fingertips

Soy espuma

Y soy ceniza

Y le siembro el corazón a la Tierra

With my bad poems, my soft belly

Escaping who I’m supposed to be

My childhood prayer, Death watching over me

Accepting who I’m supposed to be

I don’t have to be perfect, don’t have to be perfect

I finally see, I’m just a Creature

Don’t have to be perfect, no I am not perfect

I finally see who I’m supposed to be

We declare

Counting seconds passing by

We're all ready to start the fight

Give me a reason don't ask why

All systems down can't back down

Now let the drums roll

Breathe in, breathe out

War!

We declare war just because

Come and face us, let us explode

I declare war just for fun

Start a fire you can't control

Freedom has become a privilege

To no banner I make any pledge

You've put the herd against the ledge

All walls are down can't back down

When they take it all from you

When our all rights are wrong and gone

When no one is safe at any time

Then blame the masters for the doom

When there's no escape for us

When our all rights are wrong and gone

When no one is safe at any time

Then blame the masters for the doom

War!

We declare war just because

Come and face us, let us explode

I declare war just for fun

Start a fire you can't control

Inevitability

I've heard the thunder from afar
And nothing you could say would take it away
Like a little stone that's thrown your way
Cause and effect will hit you hard in the face

But first there was the light
Can't escape the will to come
Inevitability of the might
Blame the laws, your fate, my God!

With the breeze that brought you here
You danced along and now you fly for good
You made us shine, you made us proud
Yet the plan will always play me as the fool

But first there was the light
Can't escape the will to come
Inevitability of the might
Blame the laws, your fate, my God!

The truth you spoke, the stains we shared
The words we invent, the numbers for us
You gave me breath and took it from me
The love you seed, now help me I'm lost

Angels must be kept on their realm
Their touch increase your heart rate
Angels must be kept on their realm
Bring me up to a hundred and twenty eight

Angels must be kept on their realm
Bunker me in with an endless hug
Angels must be kept on their realm
Can't wait to feel this all over again

But first there was the light
Can't escape the will to come
Inevitability of the might
Blame the laws, your fate, my God!

Olive

Little child, hold on

One more hug before it's done

Your tears shall turn now to dust
Now keep half sentences unsaid

Little child, hold on
All those years you count are gone
Touch my face just one last time
Too much comfort will hurt us both

You dressed to match the eyes of your killer
We knew how this wound would grow
And you chose white over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you took it anyway

Little child, let go
Danger is what we paid for
End was nigh and we both knew
Hypocrisy can never smear

Little child, let go
Let me turn and close the door
No more scars to feed our pride
Wrong directions drove us to this

You dressed to match the eyes of your prey
We knew how this wound would grow
And you chose white over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you took it anyway

You chose the darkest night for murder
Oiled arms to let my hopes glide off
Smile away while you fly over disorder
The face of a little child shies on

You dressed to match the eyes of your prey
We knew how this wound would grow
And you chose white over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you took it anyway

(Oh, little child, hold on) eyes of your killer
We knew how this wound would grow
(Olive glow, let go) over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you wished for us away
Peace had a cost I was never meant to pay
Peace had a cost we blew right from the start
Peace had a cost and you swallowed anyway 

FTF 38

There is always some sort of evolution to all of us. The music that inspires me is part of that... Never will be ashamed of the new songs (though in the past I have skipped one or two...). This is who I am today.

1. Carla Morrison - Tú Atacas: Another blue song.
2. Ellie Goulding - Love I'm Given
3. Rhye - Song for You: A perfect video for a perfect song...
4. Son Lux - A Different Kind Of Love: I need a...
5. Twenty Øne Pilots - Redecorate: I don't wanna go like this.
6. Marilyn Manson - Coma Black: I killed myself to make everybody pay. These two songs are the different sides of the same coin.
7. Pinback - Drawstring: Where's the sun, has it set? New discovery and will remain a constant...
8. Foo Fighters - Shame Shame
9. Royal Blood - Boilermaker: Just for the attitude and to remember a dark room.
10. American Head Charge - Drowning Under Everything: Went under my radar five years ago. I want you to really need it, so bad!
11. Spiritbox- Circle With Me: This could all be yours.
12. Love And Death - Death Of Us
13. Chevelle - Self Destructor: Bite your tongue! The masters are back, full throttle.
14. Skinlab - Demons: How long will I'll last when I'm living a lie?

15. Divine Heresy - Darkness Embedded: What was drained out, grows back again.

16. Pop Evil - Inferno: Falling apart 'cause everything burns.
17. Oceans - Polaris: The star guiding home among the storms...

18. Machine Head - Arrows In Words From The Sky: A spirit's buried inside, you were meant to shine a light⁠

The hardest steps are the ones you don't make...

Sing along!

Tú Atacas by Carla Morrison

Tú eres del pasado

Que mis dedos acariciaron

¿Para qué vuelves esta vez

A inquietarme otra vez?

Prendes todas mis emociones

Devuelves los calores

Todo comienza a girar

En torno a tu regresar

Después de tanto tiempo

Tienes en mí todos tus cimientos

Tú me desbalanceas

Tú, quien pausa mi tiempo

Tú me tocas, yo tiemblo

Tú atacas siempre en silencio

Después de tanto, pienso

Que como tú, a otrx no encuentro

He aprendido a estar solx

Con mi sombra

Cuando reprimo mi querer

Siento volver a estar bien

Me miento constantemente

Me hago xlx fuerte

Aunque vuelvas a mí rondar

Me hago ciegx cuando pasas

Después de tanto, pienso

Que como tú, a otrx no encuentro

Tú me desbalanceas

Tú, quien pausa mi tiempo

Tú me tocas, yo tiemblo

Tú atacas siempre en silencio 

Después de tanto tiempo

En mí tienes cimiento

A blue song.

Inferno by Pop Evil

So here we are, still I'm broken

I am who I am, but I'm not chosen

So tell me life is a joke

Turn my flame into smoke

Am I broke?

I can't breathe in 'cause I'm beginning to choke

In the silence, I scream

It's like I'm living a dream

I can't wake up 'cause it seems like

I'm losing everything

I'm losing everything

Giving it all, the weight of the world

It's crashing, it's crashing into me

Falling apart 'cause everything burns

It's flashing, it's flashing in front of me

Inferno, inferno

Inferno, inferno

This fire, this fire is all I see

Why can't I just take a stand?

Hеlp me, just take my hand

Understand I'm alone

Slowly sinkin' in sand

If I could just stop the blaze

Start to get through the haze

Let the rain fall down

And wash away again

I can start again

Giving it all, the weight of the world

It's crashing, it's crashing into me

Falling apart 'cause everything burns

It's flashing, it's flashing in front of me

Inferno, inferno

Inferno, inferno

'Cause fire, 'cause fire is all I see

Redecorate by Twenty Øne Pilots

-There was a wonderful structure to the city

And it put my cares to rest-

Taking inventory of his life

Seeing snapshots chronologically in line

Something told him he should look around and tidy up

He collected many things but never quite enough

Tried looking at it from a new perspective

Flat on his back but he still heard the directive

Orders from that corner where that shadow always lived

Never asked permissions he just hopes that they forgive

I don't want to go like this

At least let me clean my room

I don't want to leave like this

'Cause the last thing I want to do is

Make my people make decisions

Wondering what to do, oh

Should they keep it on display

Or redecorate?

Blankets over mirrors, she tends to like it 

he's not afraid of her reflection

But of what she might see behind it

She had plans to change her name

Just not the traditional way

Haunted by a couple big mistakes

She covers all the dents with the way she decorates

Then one night she got cold with no blankets on her bed

So she ripped them off the mirror, stepped back and she said

I don't want to go like this

At least let me clean my room

I don't want to leave like this

'Cause the last thing I want to do is

Make my people make decisions

Wondering what to do, oh

Should they keep it on display

Or redecorate?

With the bells and the whistles scaled back

Like an isolated track

And he feels trapped when he's not inebriated

Fair to say he's fairly sedated most days of the week

He might have made it if he lived on a different street

I repeat, scaled back and isolated

He says he likes an open schedule but he mostly hates it

If you're running to his room, take a breath before you break-in

Put your ear up to the door, tell me can you hear him saying?

I don't want to go like this

At least let me clean my room

I don't want to leave like this

'Cause the last thing I want to do is

Make my people make decisions

Wondering what to do, oh

Should they keep it on display

Or redecorate?

(a song for me... please, just redecorate!)

Song for You by Rhye

A blue song.