martes, 2 de marzo de 2021

FTF 37

Coming to understand myself and accepting who I am and what I came for. Letting go of all the burdens to become my own... If my mission is to love, I should start from the inside.


1. Bassnectar - Butterfly (Featuring Mimi Page): Set as an intro...
2. PVRIS - Old Wounds: They say don't open old wounds, but this is still brand new.
3. Gorillaz - Chalk Tablet Towers: The catchiest song on the machine.
4. Oliver Tree - Jerk: You say you don't want me...
5. Beady Eye - Shine A Light: Meant to be here for a couple years, and finally found its place.
6. Arctic Monkeys - Dance Little Liar: A sexy song to be sung for myself and danced by you.
7. Mother Mother - I Must Cry Out Loud: Yes, I must. The hidden gem through it all. 
8. O'Brother - Slipping: I'm pulling punches instead of just leaving.
9. Brand New - Same Logic / Teeth: Every new layer you uncover reveals something else you hate.
10. Zeal And Ardor - At The Seams: Desperation and helplessness... October/19 and George Floyd.
11. Deftones - Genesis: Balance.
12. LIMBS - Empty Vessel: How long is the breath that I have to hold before I'm worth my weight in gold? Ghosts.
13. Slipknot - Nero Forte: A drive home with anger in my fists.
14. Trivium - Catastrophist: For the both of us...
15. Seether - Wasteland: Nobody seems to be able to shed the treadwheel.
16. Marilyn Manson - BROKEN NEEDLE: I am a needle dig in your grooves, scratch you up then I'll put you away.
17. Bring Me The Horizon - One Day The Only Butterflies Left Will Be In Your Chest As You March Towards Your Death (Featuring Amy Lee)

Coming to flesh out all the feeling inside to pave a way for a better self. Not shy of who I've become, all the different emotions and landscapes that are who I am now.

lunes, 1 de marzo de 2021

I Must Cry Out Loud by Mother Mother

Here come my tears
Like a dancer on a stage
I got nothing to fear
Just a hurricane of feeling

Baby, come here
Show me how to shake
I wanna move like the air
A pirouette of pain

Now, I must cry
Yes, I must cry
Yes, I must cry out loud

Why do I sing (like loe-la-loe-la-le)
That's why I sing
I'm a force in the wind (like loe-la-loe-la-he)
Can you hear me?

Why do we live (yeah)
We live so we might live a little bit
Why do we dig (yeah)
We dig so we might find it, can you dig it?

Now, I must cry
Yes, I must cry
Yes, I must cry out loud