Feeling blue today

Today I meant to wake up and set it all straight. Seems I can't. Seems like everything is out of my control. I used to smile, I used to care. And today, it's all like gone away... My condition, my situation, and what people would say just drag me down. Wish I had the freedom to be there, to feel it, to say it out loud, to be someone else, to erase my past, to taste the real you.

Heal the wounds? What for? I've done that so many times. It's not me, it's my situation -that overwhelming word that traps me, cages me and buries my intentions-. Today I am about to destroy it all, send it all away, call it quits.

Will your hand go beyond? Would you save me even if I cannot ask for help? Or should I drown below the depths of sorrow. Hold my breath for too long to see the light, down beneath the blue...

Words, words, words...

¿"More than words"?, it's simply at least what I ask!

One day we will, one day we will... One day is so far
Realize the changes I've taken and the challenges I've faced

Broken was I before you, before them, before my own
But I stand above the fear to shout the truths behind the scars

Words are my shelter, music is my passion, alone is the walk
And that old rusted four letters together are my way among all

And what I ask in return are the things that make me happy:
Peace of heart and stability of life, solve that and I'll be ready