miércoles, 13 de octubre de 2021

Inevitability

I've heard the thunder from afar
And nothing you could say would take it away
Like a little stone that's thrown your way
Cause and effect will hit you hard in the face

But first there was the light
Can't escape the will to come
Inevitability of the might
Blame the laws, your fate, my God!

With the breeze that brought you here
You danced along and now you fly for good
You made us shine, you made us proud
Yet the plan will always play me as the fool

But first there was the light
Can't escape the will to come
Inevitability of the might
Blame the laws, your fate, my God!

The truth you spoke, the stains we shared
The words we invent, the numbers for us
You gave me breath and took it from me
The love you seed, now help me I'm lost

Angels must be kept on their realm
Their touch increase your heart rate
Angels must be kept on their realm
Bring me up to a hundred and twenty eight

Angels must be kept on their realm
Bunker me in with an endless hug
Angels must be kept on their realm
Can't wait to feel this all over again

But first there was the light
Can't escape the will to come
Inevitability of the might
Blame the laws, your fate, my God!

martes, 3 de agosto de 2021

Olive

Little child, hold on
One more hug before it's done
Your tears shall turn now to dust
Now keep half sentences unsaid

Little child, hold on
All those years you count are gone
Touch my face just one last time
Too much comfort will hurt us both

You dressed to match the eyes of your killer
We knew how this wound would grow
And you chose white over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you took it anyway

Little child, let go
Danger is what we paid for
End was nigh and we both knew
Hypocrisy can never smear

Little child, let go
Let me turn and close the door
No more scars to feed our pride
Wrong directions drove us to this

You dressed to match the eyes of your prey
We knew how this wound would grow
And you chose white over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you took it anyway

You chose the darkest night for murder
Oiled arms to let my hopes glide off
Smile away while you fly over disorder
The face of a little child shies on

You dressed to match the eyes of your prey
We knew how this wound would grow
And you chose white over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you took it anyway

(Oh, little child, hold on) eyes of your killer
We knew how this wound would grow
(Olive glow, let go) over the gloom
Peace had a cost and you wished for us away
Peace had a cost I was never meant to pay
Peace had a cost we blew right from the start
Peace had a cost and you swallowed anyway 

viernes, 9 de julio de 2021

FTF 38

There is always some sort of evolution to all of us. The music that inspires me is part of that... Never will be ashamed of the new songs (though in the past I have skipped one or two...). This is who I am today.

1. Carla Morrison - Tú Atacas: Another blue song.
2. Ellie Goulding - Love I'm Given
3. Rhye - Song for You: A perfect video for a perfect song...
4. Son Lux - A Different Kind Of Love: I need a...
5. Twenty Øne Pilots - Redecorate: I don't wanna go like this.
6. Marilyn Manson - Coma Black: I killed myself to make everybody pay. These two songs are the different sides of the same coin.
7. Pinback - Drawstring: Where's the sun, has it set? New discovery and will remain a constant...
8. Foo Fighters - Shame Shame
9. Royal Blood - Boilermaker: Just for the attitude and to remember a dark room.
10. American Head Charge - Drowning Under Everything: Went under my radar five years ago. I want you to really need it, so bad!
11. Spiritbox- Circle With Me: This could all be yours.
12. Love And Death - Death Of Us
13. Chevelle - Self Destructor: Bite your tongue! The masters are back, full throttle.
14. Skinlab - Demons: How long will I'll last when I'm living a lie?
15. Divine Heresy - Darkness Embedded: What was drained out, grows back again.
16. Pop Evil - Inferno: Falling apart 'cause everything burns.
17. Oceans - Polaris: The star guiding home among the storms...
18. Machine Head - Arrows In Words From The Sky: A spirit's buried inside, you were meant to shine a light⁠

The hardest steps are the ones you don't make...

jueves, 1 de julio de 2021

Tú Atacas by Carla Morrison

Tú eres del pasado
Que mis dedos acariciaron
¿Para qué vuelves esta vez
A inquietarme otra vez?

Prendes todas mis emociones
Devuelves los calores
Todo comienza a girar
En torno a tu regresar

Después de tanto tiempo
Tienes en mí todos tus cimientos

Tú me desbalanceas
Tú, quien pausa mi tiempo
Tú me tocas, yo tiemblo
Tú atacas siempre en silencio

Después de tanto, pienso
Que como tú, a otrx no encuentro

He aprendido a estar solx
Con mi sombra
Cuando reprimo mi querer
Siento volver a estar bien
Me miento constantemente

Me hago xlx fuerte
Aunque vuelvas a mí rondar
Me hago ciegx cuando pasas

Después de tanto, pienso
Que como tú, a otrx no encuentro

Tú me desbalanceas
Tú, quien pausa mi tiempo
Tú me tocas, yo tiemblo
Tú atacas siempre en silencio 

Después de tanto tiempo
En mí tienes cimiento

A blue song.

jueves, 10 de junio de 2021

Inferno by Pop Evil

So here we are, still I'm broken
I am who I am, but I'm not chosen
So tell me life is a joke
Turn my flame into smoke
Am I broke?

I can't breathe in 'cause I'm beginning to choke
In the silence, I scream
It's like I'm living a dream
I can't wake up 'cause it seems like
I'm losing everything
I'm losing everything

Giving it all, the weight of the world
It's crashing, it's crashing into me
Falling apart 'cause everything burns
It's flashing, it's flashing in front of me

Inferno, inferno
Inferno, inferno
This fire, this fire is all I see

Why can't I just take a stand?
Hеlp me, just take my hand
Understand I'm alone

Slowly sinkin' in sand
If I could just stop the blaze
Start to get through the haze
Let the rain fall down
And wash away again
I can start again

Giving it all, the weight of the world
It's crashing, it's crashing into me
Falling apart 'cause everything burns
It's flashing, it's flashing in front of me

Inferno, inferno
Inferno, inferno
'Cause fire, 'cause fire is all I see

viernes, 21 de mayo de 2021

Redecorate by Twenty Øne Pilots

-There was a wonderful structure to the city
And it put my cares to rest-

Taking inventory of his life
Seeing snapshots chronologically in line
Something told him he should look around and tidy up
He collected many things but never quite enough

Tried looking at it from a new perspective
Flat on his back but he still heard the directive
Orders from that corner where that shadow always lived
Never asked permissions he just hopes that they forgive

I don't want to go like this
At least let me clean my room
I don't want to leave like this
'Cause the last thing I want to do is
Make my people make decisions
Wondering what to do, oh
Should they keep it on display
Or redecorate?

Blankets over mirrors, she tends to like it 
he's not afraid of her reflection
But of what she might see behind it
She had plans to change her name
Just not the traditional way

Haunted by a couple big mistakes
She covers all the dents with the way she decorates
Then one night she got cold with no blankets on her bed
So she ripped them off the mirror, stepped back and she said

I don't want to go like this
At least let me clean my room
I don't want to leave like this
'Cause the last thing I want to do is
Make my people make decisions
Wondering what to do, oh
Should they keep it on display
Or redecorate?

With the bells and the whistles scaled back
Like an isolated track
And he feels trapped when he's not inebriated
Fair to say he's fairly sedated most days of the week
He might have made it if he lived on a different street

I repeat, scaled back and isolated
He says he likes an open schedule but he mostly hates it
If you're running to his room, take a breath before you break-in
Put your ear up to the door, tell me can you hear him saying?

I don't want to go like this
At least let me clean my room
I don't want to leave like this
'Cause the last thing I want to do is
Make my people make decisions
Wondering what to do, oh
Should they keep it on display
Or redecorate?


(a song for me... please, just redecorate!)

martes, 2 de marzo de 2021

FTF 37

Coming to understand myself and accepting who I am and what I came for. Letting go of all the burdens to become my own... If my mission is to love, I should start from the inside.


1. Bassnectar - Butterfly (Featuring Mimi Page): Set as an intro...
2. PVRIS - Old Wounds: They say don't open old wounds, but this is still brand new.
3. Gorillaz - Chalk Tablet Towers: The catchiest song on the machine.
4. Oliver Tree - Jerk: You say you don't want me...
5. Beady Eye - Shine A Light: Meant to be here for a couple years, and finally found its place.
6. Arctic Monkeys - Dance Little Liar: A sexy song to be sung for myself and danced by you.
7. Mother Mother - I Must Cry Out Loud: Yes, I must. The hidden gem through it all. 
8. O'Brother - Slipping: I'm pulling punches instead of just leaving.
9. Brand New - Same Logic / Teeth: Every new layer you uncover reveals something else you hate.
10. Zeal And Ardor - At The Seams: Desperation and helplessness... October/19 and George Floyd.
11. Deftones - Genesis: Balance.
12. LIMBS - Empty Vessel: How long is the breath that I have to hold before I'm worth my weight in gold? Ghosts.
13. Slipknot - Nero Forte: A drive home with anger in my fists.
14. Trivium - Catastrophist: For the both of us...
15. Seether - Wasteland: Nobody seems to be able to shed the treadwheel.
16. Marilyn Manson - BROKEN NEEDLE: I am a needle dig in your grooves, scratch you up then I'll put you away.
17. Bring Me The Horizon - One Day The Only Butterflies Left Will Be In Your Chest As You March Towards Your Death (Featuring Amy Lee)

Coming to flesh out all the feeling inside to pave a way for a better self. Not shy of who I've become, all the different emotions and landscapes that are who I am now.

lunes, 1 de marzo de 2021

I Must Cry Out Loud by Mother Mother

Here come my tears
Like a dancer on a stage
I got nothing to fear
Just a hurricane of feeling

Baby, come here
Show me how to shake
I wanna move like the air
A pirouette of pain

Now, I must cry
Yes, I must cry
Yes, I must cry out loud

Why do I sing (like loe-la-loe-la-le)
That's why I sing
I'm a force in the wind (like loe-la-loe-la-he)
Can you hear me?

Why do we live (yeah)
We live so we might live a little bit
Why do we dig (yeah)
We dig so we might find it, can you dig it?

Now, I must cry
Yes, I must cry
Yes, I must cry out loud