ahí estás

a pesar de las cachetadas divinas, te encuentro a mi lado en los momentos en que solo necesito tu mano. ese es el lugar que anhelo para ti cada día... aun si se avecina el abismo de la distancia estás aquí, como hoy, cuando solo necesito de una sonrisa. tuyo...

Ambulances (by Institute)

"This staying alive can kill you

It's taken years off of my life

I build my world within you

But loneliness comes

Can't cure, you're iodine

The world is better for your grace

If I plead insanity

Can I still crash at your place?"

mi razón

sigo buscando esa razón... a LA razón. Mientras tanto, me cobija la sinrazón!

...like this

Nights like tonight seem to have no end
When hope and despair seem to hold hands
It all seems harder and further to defend
Lost secrets and a reason to hold to romance

Nights like this I rather escape to the moon
But it will be a new moon I would fly to
Shattering this comfort luxury of a cocoon
Just hold any hand and break myself in two

Pessimistic views of future broken hearts
Loneliness to come and yet the fear is real
It is only a little deprivation inside that hurts
Nights like this I submit to all deities a deal

Nights like this every word from you is pain
Every little detail becomes a shade of gray
Please tell me again that all we need is to wait
Tie down my hands, there's nothing to say

Nights like this the distance is even greater
Calm my soul with a taste of what's to come
Remind me of a time where it all was simpler
Blindfold me and guide me there, take me home

Optimistic hopes of a dance for the both of us
Among the smiles of all the loved ones
Look into my eyes and share a warm caress
Nights like this that is all my heart wants...

Turn Blue (by The Black Keys)

In the dead of the night I start to lose control

But I still carry the weight like I've always done before

It gets so heavy at times but what more can I do

I got to stay on track just like pops told me to

I really don't think you know

There could be hell below, below

I really do hope you know

there could be hell below, below

When the music is done and all the lights are low

I will remember the times when love would really glow

I could dream ahead before my world turn blue

And the light inside would only shine for you

I really don't think you know

There could be hell below, below

I really do hope you know

there could be hell below, below

I really don't think you know

There could be hell below, below

el medio

"La felicidad no es un destino a llegar, es el medio por el que llegas a todos tus objetivos"

Inmediatez vs. Paciencia

Podría derrotarme a mí mismo buscando la inmediatez y sus satisfacciones. Pero sé que la búsqueda va mucho más allá y no puedo decaer ante la tentación de romperme una vez más por atender lo urgente y no afrontar lo prioritario. Paciencia para entender que la recompensa supera con creces la debilidad.

H (by Tool - Cover from Irongoddesstea)

"And as the walls come down
and as I look in your eyes
my fear begins to fade
recalling all of the times
I have died
and will die
it's all right
I don't mind!

I am too, connected to you
to slip away, to fade away.
Days away, I still feel you
touching me...
...changing me...
...and considerately killing me..."

HER

(nothing else left to say...)

Recordar o embellecer

¿Creíste que olvidaría esa sonrisa,
que algún día desaparecería de mi vida
toda la alegría, la dicha y la expectativa
la sabiduría que ponías en cada ida y venida?

De la misma manera adoro cada herida
En la carrera por la carretera extendida
Y queda en mi cabeza la memoria querida
Lo que fue lo que era y lo que viene en la subida

No preguntaré lo que queda en tu apología
Sabré que le historia dio fruto a una ironía
La belleza y la tragedia se mezclan en epifanía
Recordaré lo hermoso y sublime de tu travesía

Again

It's all your words
You try so hard to define
You won't but you'll try
Easy to frame within a lie

Sit and enjoy the show
You haven't seen my life
Yet you are first in line
To throw rocks and hide

Perfect victim found
Sink deep your chrome knife
Deep under my skin and cry
See what is it you might find

It is just another day
Split me away from the light
The sun shall fall every night
But in the morning shall rise