FTF 36

Learning to live in a new normality... still afraid but kept safe within these songs...

1. Lamb Of God - Bloodshot Eyes: Angst ridden kickstart.
2. Bad/Love - DMU
3. Imminence - Wake Me Up: I'm going under.
4. Gojira - Another World
5. Seether - Drift Away: The song that set this off. Who are you?
6. O'Brother - Killing Spree: Drink my madness if you want to drown
7. Marilyn Manson - SOLVE COAGULA: I'm not special, I'm just broken and I don't wanna be fixed.
8. Like A Villain - You Got It: New discovery.
9. Deftones - The Spell Of Mathematics: Bathtubs that would be the perfect scenario for this all.
10. scarlxrd - SAVE YXUR GRACE
11. Ihsahn - Roads (Portishead cover): This song was meant to be here for at least two decades.
12. Son Lux - Plans We Made: I'm afraid to let you go.
13. Ruelle - The Other Side
14. Gorillaz - Broken: The feeling left after spending weeks together.
15. Glass Animal - Your Love (Déjà Vu): A Blue song.
16. Biffy Clyro - Instant History
17. The Pineapple Thief - Demons: 'cause I've got demons. Yeah, you should know.

18. Good Tiger - If You Weren't My Son I'd Hug You

If you're curious, here it is...

Drift Away (by Seether)

Don't let anyone cry on your shoulder

Don't let misery bring you down

Beauty fades away as you get older

Such a shame that you hate yourself

When I saw the feelings go to waste

But it all comes as no surprise

And I feel I let it slip away

Left so hollow and dead inside

And I realize I was too afraid

So much wasted time

I feel you drift away

On the surface it seems like I'm colder

Underneath it all I'm not fine

You do well in the eyes of beholders

But I feel ugly as sin inside

When I saw the feelings go to waste

But it all comes as no surprise

And I feel I let it slip away

Left so hollow and dead inside

And I realize I was too afraid

So much wasted time

I feel you drift away

Who are you to let me bleed?

Who are you to set me free?

When I saw the feelings go to waste

But it all comes as no surprise

And I feel I let it slip away

Left so hollow and dead inside

And I realize I was too afraid

So much wasted time

I feel you drift away

Locus (by O'Brother)

I woke up in the in-between

And my head expands

My head expands

Muttering words of prophecy

From a fever dream

You shared with me

I am right here, where I've always been

Further up and further in

I am right here, where I've always been

Further up and further in

You run like a criminal

When you need me

You were tongue-tied and elegant

When you need me

Love is careless, love is blind

Love is envious

I'm envious

Always thought it was hard to find

But I'm oblivious

Oblivious

I am right here, where I've always been

Further up and further in

I am right here, where I've always been

Further up and further in

You run like a criminal

When you need me

You were tongue-tied and elegant

When you need me

You need me

I am right here, where I've always been

Further up and further in

I am right here, where I've always been

Further up and further in

You run like a criminal

When you need me

You were tongue-tied and elegant

When you need me

SOLVE COAGULA by Marilyn Manson

You are the one

Tore off both your arms

Gouged out your eyes

And ripped out your own tongue

So listen

I'm not special

I'm just broken

And I don't wanna be fixed

No one else

I, no one else I

Wanna be like

So I stayed the same

Like nobody else

So you think you can sing or clap

Well all you need is an ear

So listen

I'm not special

I'm just broken

And I don't wanna be fixed

No one else

I, no one else I

Wanna be like

So I stayed the same

Like nobody else

I'm not special

I'm just broken

And I don't wanna be fixed