SUNDAY NIGHT

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DE-SERVED

I know life is pretty reckless. I need a big rush across my chest to let me get through. All I thought was right for me is clouded by many contradictions and the loss of meaning of so many words is unbearable. Serving and deserving are tangled and dilluted as my pride and recognition.

What is that I really have to get back? So determined in stupid things and ambiguous onthe important. The will of belonging blurred by self distrust. Loath me deeply so I understand.

What is that hidden reason to be attached? Fear? Convenience? Routine? Mere pity? Be straight ad get beyond the words. I will ask for more tha that now. And let me know if I still don't deserve your self-depreciating act of sweet kindness.

Raised by these conflicting tides for way too long to wake and get back now. Am I asking for something beyond my merits? What the hell am I supposed to expect from this? Conditioned, subyugated, biased, subdued.

And a sick big world opens up ahead of me, yet I choose the rightful waste of time and space of being held back and polite. Sick of it. Wish I'd be that person breaking laws and enjoying what you're eyes can't truly digest. Why am I carrying this fault of a scarred past? What's wrong with me? I won't ever fit in your life. Will I?

Tired of being pathetic. Go ahead, show me what's my place. (If I even have one) Let me know what's the bright side of deserving.

It's your turn now.

COUNTING ON... ?

Saber que falta algo y no poder contar con nadie...

YOU!

I could scream in your ear and you wouldn't even notice!

FACE THE SUN

Y lo repito otra vez
¿Dónde quedó lo que esperaba?
Las ilusiones que añoraba
Todo quedó al revés

Solo una pizca de mí
Que me inspira a no detenerme
Pensar que aun está pendiente
Sentir que vuelvo a sentir

Todavía quedan sueños
Deseos, acciones y vida
Saludos y más despedidas
Sentimientos pequeños

Juzgarás las palabras
Cuando nacen del lado oscuro
Volver a mi centro procuro
Enfrentando las sombras

Volteo mi rostro al sol
Aprecio lo poco que queda
Mis pasos se guían por su cuenta
Despierta mi corazón

CONDEMNED

There's a curse I have chosen

No way for me to accomplish

I'm doomed or I'm destined

Can't reach for what I wish

And the moon, my betrayer

She knows what I've asked for

Don't need your forever

Just something to smile for

(The bar is set to high

The need's gone too far

Desire is forgotten

I'm over...)

Condemned by my actions

Dragged down by ideals

Left behind by my passions

Nothing I've got is real!

And yet I beg for a smile

Expecting nothing from it

Nothing to be called mine

Silly illusions you feed

The time is now to decide

My curse is set just for me

Fly away, put me aside

Thought you could set me free

And this you'll never see...

FEAR

Days like today fear consumes me right through. The silence and the secrets put me under my own stability. Whenever I'm closer to happinness, it all conspires to steal my inner peace. I do not depend of you, but it is all easier if you smile. I might be helpless, I know, yet I adore the way you shine inside. Embrace me and never let me go, dear Excitement.

THE HAPPIER I FEEL, THE DEEPER I FALL...

SOLITUDE

You are the answer for my solitude, the only problem is you won't ever know...

RAIN

I am made for the rain.
Feeling it soaking me through
Enjoying its caress
I am alive just because of you

HOY

Hoy un ABE vuela festejando... Se feliz y disfruta!

FOR THE HEIR

¡Me pierdo de ti!

De lo mejor de tus días, de las palabras y los gestos que otros cultivan.

Y no sé si vale la pena.

Enterarme por curioso de cómo estás sin estar yo ahí.

Solo estoy seguro que lo disfrutas.

Que de repente me extrañas y dirás mi nombre.

Esperaré el momento de conversar contigo y decirte lo que siento.

Lo que significas para mí, lo que me motivas a ser.

Robo tus sonrisas pero no espero mucho de ti.

No, aun no.

Duerme esta noche, que cuido de ti desde donde estoy.

Descansa que para mí tu eres Redención.

Te amo.