DESIRE IN BLACK

Submissive to the news dragging me
I’ve tried to look above the sea
I’m still right here, well, c’est la vie!
How does it feel to be killing me?

I knew this was coming as you came in
My desire accomplished since my infancy
Can you tell me now how is this you see?
Mutilated existence of a human being.

Is this what you’ve dreamt about?
Rip the old skin all the way around!
Drink my symptoms to the very bound
I know you feel so great now.

Go ahead, don’t mind about my pain
Keep digging ‘cause I won’t complain
My dysfunctional brain absorbs the blame
List this as just another migraine
Go ahead, come and rip me once again
Senseless and numbed, is this what I gain?
This is a brand new mutual game
It won’t be over till you find my grave.

Come closer, stab me twenty more times
What does it matter? It ain’t your prime
Just another of your filthy crimes
I know it won’t be the first of your tries.

I too used to consider you mine
This picture has been already in my mind
As your hits come closer to the spine
I feel the divorce between spirit and rind.

Is this what we’ve dreamt about?
Rip the old skin all the way around!
Drink our symptoms to the very bound
I know we feel so great now.

Go ahead, don’t mind about my pain
Keep digging ‘cause I won’t complain
My dysfunctional brain absorbs the blame
List this as just another migraine
Go ahead, come and rip me once again
Senseless and numbed, is this what I gain?
This is a brand new mutual game
It won’t be over till you find my grave.

Have you found now what you are looking for?
See hunger in your eyes as you dig some more

Go ahead, come and rip me once again
Senseless and numbed, is this what I gain?
This is a brand new mutual game
It won’t be over till you find my grave.

Hear this as my final exhalation
There is a pleasure in your profanation
Well, just feeding my new imagination
As consciousness gets ready for emigration
Blanking my flesh with love’s annihilation
This is the righteous explanation
To the termination filled in sedition
Quenching your thirst for own extermination
I’m your freaking best experimentation!

Is this what I’ve dreamt about?
Rip the old skin all the way around!
Drink your symptoms to the very bound
I know I feel so great now.

Go ahead, don’t mind about my pain
Keep digging ‘cause I won’t complain
My dysfunctional brain absorbs the blame
List this as just another migraine
Go ahead, come and rip me once again
Senseless and numbed, is this what I gain?
This is a brand new mutual game
It won’t be over till you find my grave.

Well, I feel nothing here,
Six feet under your own feet.