Keep digging!

Sigue cavando, sigue buscando una razón para mí. Debí ser más enfático con todas mis advertencias previas, para que tomes en cuenta las razones de mi insanidad. ¿Crees que fui yo el maestro? Porque mil lecciones aprendí también de ti y contigo. Analiza que estaba dentro de mí antes, nunca dije que yo era conveniente. Pero analizo mis fallas y mis defectos y tengo claro de donde nace todo eso. Pa la cabeza lo que es de la cabeza y que el resto se limite a cumplir su función.

Lo interesante es que ciertas cosas sobresalen y otras se ocultan, se suprimen ante los ojos escrutadores. Y las pistas que me dejas evidencian más huellas de un crimen sin cometer. No niegues que el anonimato tiene sus ventajas. Envidia...

¿Qué es lo que en verdad buscas? ¿A mí detrás de mis palabras? ¿A mí detrás de todas las máscaras digitales? ¿A dónde me sigues? El filo del abismo es peligroso.

Mi línea de tiempo es más complicada que una revisión de mi historial de escritos.

Scar collectors

We are all scar collectors in disguise. Always trying to be aware of danger, but that extreme awareness is another way to carve our skins and leave scars. The more we defend, the more we hurt ourselves.

If all I've lost through my path is all you can not feel from my words, then my walk has been in vain and I'm ashamed of the past. If, on the other hand, you can see clear through me, it means I have learned and my scars were useful.

Now, tell me what you see when you see into my eyes. I know sparks are hidden in my memory but a slight glimpse of the inner sun must come out from time to time.

Have your scars made you defensive? If it is so, then no matter my voice, my eyes, my posture, my intention or my motivation, you will only find an excuse to sit there behind the wall you built out of maximized scars.

Like it or not, we never stop needing a new and deeper scar inside.

Gone Away by COLD

Gone Away

Do you pray

In the night

Can you appreciate the wind

And I won't care

I won't fight

I need you close to sing

It's the same beginning

Gone away

It's the same old, same old song

Gone away

It's my whole life

In words

And I can't breathe

When you cry

But I'll be there to hold you tight

And I would kill

I would fight

To keep you close

I keep singing the same way

I won't live

If you died

If I can feel you in the wind

And this is me

It's my life

I'll need you close to sing

It's the same beginning

Gone away

It's the same old, same old song

Gone away

It's my whole life

In words

Gone away

It's the same old, same old song

Gone away

It's my whole life

And I can't say

And I don't know

How far

I'll go

And I can't say

And I don't know

How far

I'll go

Gone away

It's the same old, same old song

Gone away

It's my whole life

In words

Gone away

It's the same old, same old song

Gone away

It's my whole life

To my little warrior