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Want to erase myself from this one-way ladder. I know life is meant to have the neccessary disturbance so we don't get bored. But times like these? You show your naked soul and get the half back. Glimpses of brightness in my eyes guide my way. Feel like the swine getting diamonds, what a waste! Disposable, unneeded, dead and breathing. Waiting for another sign of commiseration so I can keep going through. It would be easy to break but addiction to kindness marks the cycle. Down and on. Here I am. Spear me. I love it... Sadly.