The saddest happy news ever

Once you asked "is this the end?"
With the darkest voice and melody
A question I would not understand
But the answer came as epiphany

I can today see the truth tha lies behind
I was always yours but just full of mistakes
And no more blaming for all that is done
Just regret I never did what it takes

But once I did put myself in your hands
What difference did I make if I was too late
Never by you  but you always in  my mind
Unwilling darkness that painted my fate

Wish I had the power you have over me
The will to shatter your soul with a word
To blur your mind, to steal all your breath
To freeze with a glimpse the world all around

You are the princess I never fighted for
The beautiful doll that was out of my reach
The flower that will aways stare at the sun
And I'm just the dragon you happily unleashed

Love will be shaped to the sound of your voice
The names and figures we used to create
The tears the we shed and the fire we enjoyed
The songs that I yelled but you couldn't relate

There must be a parallel world for both of us
Tell me there should be, please tell me there is
A place where we still can walk by the hand
Where I am the one that can bring you peace

Now that all has been said and all has been set
I am still not willing to wave you goodbye
You are the greatest story I can tell
You will inspire me til the day my words die...

You will...