KISSING YOUR GHOST

In order to keep on I need a dose of truth
Take you out of my dreams
Find a safe please to breath
Cause even when I forget the path I’m on
Thoughts come pushing back
So many things I actually lack

Why were we split on time and space?
My clock ticks while you run
Now my home is long gone
Why is all meant to go the wrong way?
Million miles an hour to find
The end line on the other side

My open eyes will never find you,
Wide shut I scream relentlessly

No lines to define you
No voice to recognize you
Yet you are there stalking me

Must be out of my mind
I denied this to be true
Yet I know I must be right there

No need to construct a present like this
The hardest part of letting go
Is discovering nothing pushes on
And then again with the cruel moonlight
I decide to be somewhere else
To be where your life dwells

My open eyes will never find you,
Wide shut I see yours staring at me

No lines to define you
No voice to recognize you
Yet you are there stalking me

Must be out of my mind
I denied this to be true
Yet I know I must be right there

Lone and unquiet
Forgotten and hideous
Myself in my dreams
Coming closer to you
Kissing your ghost
Forbidden pleasure
I wish you were real
We belong together

No lines to define you
No voice to recognize you
Yet you are there stalking me

Must be out of my mind
I denied this to be true
Yet I know I must be right there