Not willing

Put me on hold
Be far away and know that I will linger
I will wait in this place as long as it takes
Until the light can bring me back to myself

Put me away
Focus yourself on what you said you need
Restrain from falling apart from all the promises
I will drown in silence and commitment here

And all the memories will live inside
Try and stop me from dwelling among them
Cause as you came you knew you'd stay inside
Please excuse me if I'm not willing to forget

Put me behind
Turn your back and walk as fast as you can
I will close my eyes and count to hundreds
There you go some space so you can find peace

And all the memories will live inside
Try and stop me from dwelling among them
Cause as you came you knew you'd stay inside
Please excuse me if I'm not willing to forget

I'll be gone someday
I'll be the Sun someday
I'll be home someday
Where will you be that day?