destino: tus ojos

Llévame contigo, dentro de ti. Vuelo a tu lado, en tu sonrisa. Llévame a donde tu quieras, voy contigo, te sigo y no me detendré. Heme aquí, sigo caminando a tu paso, a tu ritmo, llegando a este lugar a plantar bandera. Porque puedo, porque de tu mano conquisto el mundo, porque eres mi nuevo empezar. Y me queda solo agradecerte por llenar en mí el sentido de sentir. Y contigo busco lo fundamental, porque el resto vendrá por añadidura. Soy tuyo, tan tuyo como tu propia piel y tu propio corazón. Pertenezco contigo, con mis nuevos aliados de vida. Mi amante, mi amiga, mi compañera de vida. Mi amada esposa, estoy aquí a tu lado, a cientos de kilómetros de casa. Aqui estoy, al otro lado de tus ojos...

Fit

The angel my soul has forever hoped
Arriving surrounded with light unseen
My scars and puzzles are forgotten
Solved the mistery tangled in my dream


Your sacred hands heal what they touch

the vivid fire in your heart crawls in me

Always thought to feel safe below my walls

In a glimpse my soul is finally free

Each time you find the better way through

To scare the fights of this hidden past

Aimed at my eyes but my center you found

Commitments signed will forever last

The question is said on the right to deserve

Can't find the answer but I hear your words

The love of a child in the midst of the night

You've given me peace to slay all my storms

Lay quiet in front of my breathing shadow

Let me remind myself how you smile

Fitting perfect between all my lines

Mending the wounds untwisting my life

Forever yours to fill your illusions

This is a promise made with my mind

My body and heart have joined strength

Found the path I thought could not find

LULLABY by Creed

Hush my love now don't you cry
Everything will be all right
Close your eyes and drift in dream
Rest in peaceful sleep

If there's one thing I hope I showed you
Hope I showed you
Just give love to all

Oh my love... in my arms tight
Every day you give me life
As I drift off to your world
Rest in peaceful sleep

I know there's one thing that you showed me
That you showed me
Just give love to all
Let's give love to all

wIwt

A través del espacio oigo las olas atormentándose contra la arena. La luna como adorno imprescendible de la fuga visual. Tus pies se entierran en juguetones movimientos y la sensación invade todo tu cuerpo, nervio a nervio, llegando a dimensiones inexploradas. Y a dos latidos tú alegría, aunque lejana me invade felicidad. Tú, admirable, reconocida, la consejera, el apoyo, llena de orgullo, frente al infinito, y en tu catálogo de maneras de llegar a mí comparas tus sentimientos con el mar y mi pecho explota. Tienes luz y esa es la luz que me guía a cada paso... Queda la sal acariciando tus dedos, y yo con el grito ahogado: WISH I WAS THERE...

DON'T LET ME DOWN by THE BEATLES

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

Nobody ever loved me like she does,

Ooh she does, yeah she does.

And if somebody loved me like she'd do me,

Oh she'd do me, yeah she does.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

I'm in love for the first time.

Don't you know it's gonna last.

It's a love that lasts forever,

It's a love that has no past.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

And from the first time that she really done me,

Ooh she done me, she done me good.

I guess nobody ever really done me,

Ooh she done me, she done me good.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.

breathing new life

Breathing new life
My biggest surprise
Now I am worthy, I found my strength

Happyness found
Love of my own
Welcoming you: a challenge ahead

My blessing, my reason
God sent to show the best part of me
My balance, my new song
A path of love for eternity

Becoming a hero
You're my mirror
And many promises will be made for you

Commited to you
Out of the blue
But always in mind with wide open arms

My blessing, my reason
God sent to show the very best of me
My balance, my new song
A path of love for eternity

All the love in the world
Will fit in your eye
All that's pure in the world
Shall make you smile

Becoming a hero
You're my mirror

in me?

He wrote: What is this you see in me? Am I worthy of anything at all? Haven't I failed all the tests? Haven't I just got you more complications? You said I could be a shelter, but look at me, I just harvest dissapointment. "I am beyond repair". These words came to me like written in the sky just for me, like seeing my mind in a mirror. I am disposable in you and for you. I have seen it all, and felt it all. What do you expect from me? To break my mold and become what you think I can become? There is no more damage I could find as new. I know how deep I'm into this, and I know where the exit door is, I love to run the other way. How blind am I not to see the light you see in me? How can you even trust me? I believe in your shivers, but mine lay rusted in a memory long withered. There is nothing you can do to bring me back to my senses. I've drank the sourest zip for everything I've experienced and I won't be teaching you my evil ways, you are made of light. My fragile mind is my haven lately. You, you are just a flux, a coincidence, a shot of luck, a bloom. Me on the other side, am a jinx, a curse, a cul-de-sac, a cocoon. I am your favorite bag of fears. How can you speak words of love to who has lost himself? What is this in front of you? Do you realize my search of self-destruction leads me apart from you? My heart beats blood. "Emotions against wellbeing", I've got the emotions taking me too far away from my safest place, I search for the moment and you want me to realize on the long-run. My actions will always contradict my feelings. Love against pleasure. And I want you to blame me for this, to judge me for this, to break me if it pleases you... But don't try too hard 'cause you can't reach me, not anymore. Can you see my "point"? "God forbid you walk in my shoes"! It took too many scars to understand that strength is opposite to running away. I am weak. I starve, I can't quench myself with too few. I search and search ravenously for a little impulse to release my fear. I hunger for another rush! That is my routine... Lost the boundaries and the lines. Something inside of my head, trying to reach a way out. Words can not help me this time, I wish I could let out all the secrets and shout them all out to get even with myself. I'm just willing to feel it crawl in! No one can see the other side of me, you won't get the whole picture of me... And yes, I do am ashamed of my journey... Gone so far to lose myself in the goal of reaching my own. Nothing is as good as you thought... Can you see it now? How long does it takes to confuse? Even I lose my thread while trying to draw a better picture of my inner-self to you. What is this you see?

And she just said: I see you...

SNUFF by Slipknot

Bury all your secrets in my skin.
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins.
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there.

Deliver me into my Fate -
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
Oh, my smile was taken long ago,
If I can change I hope I never know.

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss.
I couldn't face a life without your light,
But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight.

So save your breath, I will not care.
I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love.
Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren't my friend.
Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint...
Oh, my own was banished long ago,
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul.
You never needed any help...
You sold me out to save yourself...

And I won't listen to your shame.
You ran away, you're all the same.
Angels lie to keep control...
Oh, my love was punished long ago,
If you still care, don't ever let me know...
If you still care, don't ever let me know...

my silence

Sigo engañado por el reflejo
se que no soy aquel que aplaudes
soy el que por miedo tu evades
al recuerdo no me asemejo

Fui el refugio de tu mirada
un bolsa de miedos es mi presente
y al verme solo ves al ausente
omites mi bandera isada

No soy quien esperas sea
en codigo binario leo este mundo
a dos opciones escribo lo absurdo
¿en qué más quieres que crea?

Mi ser está dividido
versiones distintas de lo que soy
no recibo más de lo que doy
las palabras pierden sentido

Me fortalece el silencio
sin ataduras a aquello que digo
sin pensar lo que viene yo sigo
ya lo bueno no diferencio

Deberías ver con mis ojos
sin sentir lo que llevo por dentro
con el tiempo he perdido el centro
mi coraza son solo despojos

Impávido a tu conquista
golpeas directo a mi pecho
solo cubre un secreto deshecho
que con una sonrisa despista

No puedo decir que no
revuelo alrededor de mi temor
y diluyo el momento del adiós
bajo llave quedó el amor

MISSING THIS?

Desaparezco de vez en cuando para verme desde lejos. Para ver la demanda... Y vuelvo no por petición sino por necesidad... Porque estar aquí implica estar en contacto conmigo, con lo que callo, con lo que escondo. Y no volver es peligroso, significa que me estoy ocultando, que mi cara vuelve a ser cubierta por la careta de la auto-intolerancia. Porque acá es mi lavadero y desahogo. Porque aquí expongo lo que ni mi gestualidad puede revelar. Porque este es el lado oscuro de la luna que revelo a pocos. Aquí me encuentro con mi interior. Y tengo el derecho de exponer mi insatisfacción con el mundo desde aquí. Mi alter ego, mi develación bipolar, mi diario esquizofrénico. Y solo por medio de este tubo de escape puedo concentrarme en decir lo que frente a frente callo. Este es y será -por mucho tiempo- el medio de comunicación de mi kinestésico ser.

Este es solo un lado...

---para conocer el otro lado---

BRIGHT LIGHTS by Placebo

Cast your mind back to the days,
When I pretend' I was OK.
I had so very much to say,
About my crazy livin'.
Now that I've stared into the void,
So many people, I've annoyed.
I have to find a middle way,
A better way of livin'.

So I haven't given up,
That all my choices, my good luck...
Appear to go and get me stuck,
In an open prison.
Now I am tryin' to break free,
In a state of empathy.
Find the true and enemy,
Eradicate this prison.

No-one can take it away from me,
And no-one can tear it apart.
'Cause a heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.

A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
No-one can take it away from me,
No-one can tear it apart.
Maybe ' an elaborate fantasy,
But it's the perfect place to start.

'Cause a heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
A heart that hurts,

Is a heart that... works

PLACEBO 'Bright Lights' from PlaceboWorld on Vimeo.