BEING INTIMIDATED BY YOU (BACK FROM 2005)

Everything in my life has lost the meaning
It’s like I have never been in this place
All the pain inside my soul is growing
I can see again your soiled face!
Will I someday figure out what it was?
What it was to feel submissiveness
To feel like a worthless piece of trash
Hate this you filled me: worthlessness
And someday it’ll change for good
Turn the tables as if it was the only way
I will unveil what you never called truth
Now I know I must push you far away!

It’s all the same, it’s all the same, it’s all the same inside
Oh no, I don’t know, maybe I’m just insane

I’ve Been Intimidated By You
I’ve lost a track I thought was true
I don’t wanna be just like you
Who are you?

Now you think you realize how it is to be me
I cannot bear the suffering caught here inside my vein
Inside your fears my heart is what you really see
But outside there is nothing left of my trail
Time and time again trying to keep my head up
But in three seconds the aura of your strips
See the naked soul I’ve been till now fed up
Coming closer to your coldness gives me creeps
And someday it’ll change for good
Turn the tables as if it was the only way
I will unveil what you never called truth
Now I know I must push you far away!

Where can I go now…
Everything is gone
Where can I go now…
You rip the string holding me